Sunday, August 9, 2009

God Speaks Through My Little Girl


I am in complete shock, joy and amazement that my 12 year old daughter would be used by God in such a profound way! The words that describe how I feel are too numerous, but I have NO doubt that God wrote through my daughter. The wisdom that was written in the time period of ten minutes is too deep for a 12 year old. I have always been honest with my daughter, she knows my life story and she has educated girls because I was willing to share it. She knows who abused me and she asked me to see a picture of the one that I just forgave, the one that took me 37 years to forgive. She saw recent pictures of him I obtained through a friend and she sat down and wrote this.....I share it because I believe it was written by the hand of God to impact lives. The question is how??? Share your reactions please....


Dick


Something was in Dick’s eyes that I had a feeling was not right. His facial expression seemed as if something was wrong. I could tell he has been through a painful and deep past. He was a child molester. He had no reason to be one of course. Most people make up excuses why they would do such a thing. But for me, I could tell that there were many reasons why he might have done something like this. The more I look at his picture, the more I see regret and sadness in his eyes. I already knew he was a child molester. But I think I have found out more about this man just by looking at him. I know I have a God given gift that I can read people just by looking into their eyes, and seeing their face...This man was not only in complete and total devastation, but he was also abused himself. I have a feeling that something had happened to this man..It’s a petrifying past that remains untold to this day. There are many stories that have been left behind closed doors. His story, is one of them. Not only was he hurting other people, but he was hurting himself. His dreadful previous life of violence and pain reacted in a way in such to recreate his past and reveal certain memories that are replayed in a different time, a different way, and a different target referring to a different person. Maybe he did not mean to do the things that he has done. However, the anger and bitterness of his past got the most out of him, and he raged out in a way that should have been let out on the cross instead of a child. Most thieves are liars. He was a thief. He stole the innocence of a young bright-eyed girl, and denied the fact he took it. He lured the little girl in by setting up his bait of kindness and love. Then, he took out his hook, and stabbed it right into her heart, leaving all the rips and tears open. All of her emotions flooded out and were left out to rot. Nothing would ever be the same anymore. He was only fishing for something to make himself feel better. Hurt people hurt people. Molestation was his ways of making himself feel good. It was his way of getting stimulated mentally and physically. The little girl was left in pieces. Years later, she has come to realize more and more about this, and God was the one that was there to sew up the rips and tears of her heart. He was the one picking up all the puzzle pieces then fitting them back together one by one, and every time he did, he revealed more and more secrets from her past that she had never witnessed or understood before. Although you can never forget the past, you can always forgive it. She has come to know that this is what she must do. Out of fear, it was hard to do at first. But now, the puzzle is finally coming together, and as it does, she gets stronger and stronger each day. Her inner strength given by God, is finally taking over her memories of a terrible childhood and using it for His sake and His glory to help others. You may want to just hide forever from things like this. Most people do. With the help of Him, He will guide you out of your shell that you were tightly stuffed in by the rage of this world and let you come to realize, in everyone, there will and always be, a Dick.

-We Believe this was Written by God through Heather-
The name "Dick" is factious.

1 comment:

  1. hi debra, i tend to say great spirit, all encompassing, but i do know that power for good, or god speaks thru children, childrens pictures too, years ago, i thought i was so evil, that god didn,t want me, he must hate me, and when i first began on my spiritual path, i was still so full of anger, i could not bear the word forgivness, till i heard of letting go, just that change in word made a difference to me, but there was no way i was going to neel before a male anything,,,,, luckily for me i discovered feminine spiritual teachings, of the goddess and was able to recieve spiritual medicine, that way and i have explored many other spiritual teachings, too, they all seem to end up at the same, love, peace, caring for each other and the earth, and i respect all spiritual beings, i just do not belong to a church, because i believe churches and religions have abused their power. and i have a close relationship with christ. xx the message through your child is powerful, and i will share some writing soon, called circles where i just saw that everyone was a survivor, including my dad, who i know was severely beaten, nearly starved during evacuation, tied to a table, while his dad beat his mother and more, he was a tortured soul xx

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